Future StepMom

So, for the past year I have continuously dated guys that have 1-2 children.
Now this was NOT done intentionally!
It just happens.
All those years of me saying:
"I don't want to have kids, but I don't have a problem with them"
A conclusion has been forced into my life.
Marry someone that already has a child. . .
BUT, a few moths ago I decided that one day I MAY want to have kids. . .
But yet and still I have still been unable to avoid guys with children.
Now, don't get me wrong, I obviously don't have a problem with them having children
BUT!
It's a little WEIRD that I only seem to fall for the ones that do. . .
It could be the fact that I usually date older guys. . .
Or that some guys with children come to be more responsible and understanding of me having another life outside of them.
Or maybe I subconsciously date them because I really don't want to give birth but would like to have that responsibility.
I'm not sure what it s really.
BUT, I stopped fighting it a long time ago.

So, now my friends have begin to ask
"What kind of stepmother are you going to be"
Truthfully, I haven't put much thought into that part of my future but if it came down to it I think I would be a wonderful Stepmother! :-)

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