.my.MISTAKE.

So I came to the conclusion that I have made a TERRIBLE mistake!

This one little thing that I thought was something I was doing to be a better woman has actually hurt me!

So, back in the day I had this thing about guys. . .

I never put anyone guy first and always had "backups" but then I met my ex and after a year and some ups & downs we decided to just be friends.

Thats all good but I never went back to my old ways.

I figured best way to help mature was for me to casually date one person at a time

MISTAKE!

I am way too damn emotional for that shit!

I mean I never realized it before but now. . .

O M F G!

Like seriously though. . . why am I so damn emotional?

I mean all females are emotional but something is wrong with me!

I catch feelings even when I try my hardest not to!

Like seriously though. . . I have to FIX this!

So in-light of current events. . .

I'm back to my old self!

Fuck LOVE & all that shit!

I'm going to get mines just like niggas getting there's

We not official. You want space?

COOL 

because I'm going to go out and book me some bait tonight.

They say you never know what you have until its gone.

Well I guess someone will be finding that out the hard way.

Don't get me wrong, I never said I was cutting anyone off.

Just adding to the current so I can get what I want just like everyone else.

Truth is this isn't like me but I'm tired of being the "dummy"

They say you should never let someone change you.

Kinda hard to do when you're getting screwed over every few months!

Like Seriously though WTF is wrong with me?? (next entry)

Goodbye to self. Hello to Past Self. :-)

♥