.WTF.is wrong with me??

Alright here we go!

WTF is wrong with me??

So after some thinking & talking to my ex I came to the following conclusion:

Guys can't commit to me because it leads to long term.

Now I'm not saying I ever tell them that will BUT that's what they believe!

Like I'm some "goddess" or something!

I mean WTF is wrong with me?

NOT A DAMN THING!

I'm what they want 5 years from now, probably why I attract many older guys.

Right now they just want to have fun.

Talk to a few girls and have their man joint.

Fuck a few girls and come back to the main joint.

I am NOT a fucking "main joint"

Never have been and never will be.

I'm the ONLY one or no one at all!

THAT is what young guys are afraid of!

A strong young woman.

Now I'm not saying I'm ready to fully commit to one person for the rest of my life but I'm not putting a date on it.

Whenever I meet that person I want to be with for the rest of my life is fine!

I do not care if its this year or 3 years from

Same time if I feel something strong for someone I run with it!

I don't hold back on my emotions

THAT is something else young guys are afraid of!

WTF is wrong with me?

I'm too good to be true!

I have heard almost every excuse in the book!

-You're too mature

-You want too much from me

-You're different from girls I date

-You're too conservative

-You're too serious about life

You have to be fucking kidding me!

Conclusion: There's nothing wrong with me!

If they can't see that then I guess I wasn't meant to be with them

*shrug*

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