.conclusion:Lonely. (Poem)

It's like I'm missing something.
My mind cant focus.
My body is confused.
I am not me.
It's like something should be there but its not. . .
It's like I can see it,
taste it
hear it
but I can't touch it
Can't put a grip on it
Can't pull it close to my heart
Can't comfort it [me]

Lonely.

My mind wonders back to the last time I felt "complete"
The last time I didn't want the present to change
The last time I was not alone
My eyes long to stare into eyes
Eyes that needed to be stricken of their loneliness as well
Eyes that longed for my eyes
My body tosses, turned, shakes
Tossing away the covers because they aren't [it]
Turning over the pillows because they aren't [it]
Shaking away the last feelings of "complete"

I am Lonely.

My body can no longer save me.
No longer can my mind shield me
No longer can my eyes block away the obvious
No longer can I NOT feel.
No longer can I hold this composure
I can no longer be content with the way I am
The way [things] are.

I am Empty.

Feelng as if there is nothing left to give.
So much to recieve
Nothing left to feel
nothing left to touch
Nothing left to see
nothing left to hold onto

I am letting it go.

Letting go of bottled up emotions.
Feelings I want to feel but can't feel
Things I need to do but can't do
Words I need to say but can't say
Imagines I want to see but can't see

I am not [ME].

Hi. My name is Lonely