She is My .SoulMate. (Poem)

i met her briefly while in elementary school
but I wasn't ready for her
didn't need her
she was too complicated
But she came back to me when i was 12.
snuck up behind me one day massaged my temples
made me think
made me smile
made me feel loved
made me feel new
and she has never left me

and only she [my soulmate]
will ever understand me
the only one that will ever truly see into me
because she never once judged me
never once hated me
never once looked down upon me
she sees me for who i am
what i am
what i can do
she sees me through more than eyes

and i love her
flaws and all
and she loves me
flaws and all
and i will never turn my back on her
and she will never leave me stranded
no matter what happens
she will be there
holding my mind
holding my hand
holding me together
keeping me sane
locking me in
stroking my ego
and massaging me mind

and im so happy that i have her
because without her. . .
i may not be a live
you see she saved me just in time
just before i made that wrong turn
just has i missed that one step
just as that trouble came upon me
it was her
only her
that kept me from doing those things i thought of
kept me from regretting
kept me whole

and i love her.
she is my soulmate

Her name. . .

.Poetry.

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